Monday, August 30, 2010

15 Minutes To Rant

Hey guys ! So as you guys all know , i have a LOT of homework. But, i've decieded to take 15 minutes out of my life to rant. I treat this blog as a personal blog, as you guys can tell from my last post. Sometimes i need to just get away & throw all my feeelings out. I know it'll feel better after i get certain things off my chest.

First of all, if you're not here to read about a rant or w/e, please don't continue on ! =] So lets start...

So for the past couple of days, i have been receiving enormous amount of hate. Mainly hate comes through formspring. Sometimes i feel like i should just close it down since i don't get that many important questions anyway. However, i feel like my supporters deserve an easy way to contact me/ask me questions when they want to. I know i put my AIM sn out there but not everybody has AIM.

It does hurt sometimes because it's hard for me to just ignore things that people say. I've been going through drama since 4th grade so you think i should be used to it by now. But, i'm only human, i have feelings too. Once in a while, i reach a maximum of how much negativity i can take in. That's how i feel right now, that everyone is out to get me.

I've been thinking though. Everyone hates something about someone. Even if a person is absolutely as perfect as can be, a hater can say "She's too perfect." There are endless reasons for disliking a person. I chose to put myself out there and i should expect negative replies. I'm not the only one that's being hated on or talked about. There are other people out there who gets it way worse than i do.

Haters are human, they hate. I'm human, i make mistakes. I want to say "sue me", but then, if i say "sue me", same goes for the haters. I really don't know what has happened to the world we live in. More insecurities, more rivalry, more hatred. It's sad to see how people treat each other these days.

All i can do now is to keep my head up, have a smile on my face, and be optimistic. Haters don't know me, haters mean nothing to me, and haters can't bring me down that easily. Why should i even be concerned about what they have to say? I have so much more important stuff to do. I have LIFE to be worried about, not some stupid comments from anonymous people.

My goal is to be done with it. To be done with haters and their comments. To leave them alone because there are more important things in life.

To my supporters, you guys make a big difference. I truly love every single one of you. You guys are the ones that makes my day and puts a smile on my face. Thanks for standing behind me and backing me up. Thanks for not believing and falling for those lies/rumors about me. You guys are truly amazing. I'm totally up to chatting and stuff so if you ever have a problem or anything, just AIM me: vzhux3 . I have gotten REALLY close to a few subscribers. I talk to some of my subbies on aim on a daily basis. I even text 2 of them; autumn & thuy. I'm glad i met you guys & can call you guys my friends. ^^

To those who fell for the lies/rumors, i don't blame you. Believe what you, yourself, truly believe. Whether it's my words, or whether it's the haters' words. It's up to you.

Thanks for reading guys. I started typing with a frown, and ending on a smile. Glad to get it off my chest. Now...back to homework !

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Karma

Alright, so i really feel like blogging right now because idk. I wanna express myself and my views a bit.

So yesterday, a bunch of good stuff happened to me. I'm not going to specify what, but i did get a ton of good news. Here's how i feel about all this:

I feel like a good, kind hearted person, will earn a reward sometime in life. It doesn't have to be anything big, it could just be a tiny gesture. I've always tried really hard to be a good person. Yesterday, we came across a man who was standing in line before me & christian. He gave us both free mini golf tickets ($10) which was super nice ! That immediately made me think, the other day, at Malibu, me and christian gave a man 0.50 cents to play the game because the machine ate his coins. Also, we left tickets for other people to have. I know our gesture might have been small, but i really believe that it's the little things that brings me my good luck.

I guess you can say this is somewhat directed towards the haters. I truly believe that if a person is going to sit behind the computer screen leaving disrespectful hate comments, that person will eventually have to pay for it. I truly believe that he/she will get some bad news or receive bad luck. I truly believe that leaving hate comments is not hurting me in anyway, but ultimately, you're hurting yourself. I hope some of you are reading this, so the next time you come across some bad news, think back on all the bad things you did.

I am no way saying that i'm the best / nicest person ever. But i do nice gestures as often as i can. I can't walk by a homeless person without giving him a dollar or two. I can't watch somebody drop their wallet without returning it. Everytime i make eye contact with another person, i have to give them a smile. Just whatever i can do.

Whenever i get some good news / events happen to me, i think back on the nice things i've done. That's what keeps me motivated to continue to being a good person. I believe that it'll pay off one day. Don't get me wrong, i receive bad news too. And when i do, i think back onto all the bad things i have done.

Thanks for reading.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

LiveJournal

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GGOGOGOGOGOGO. THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO BE USING. EVERY SINGLE UPDATE IS GOING TO BE ON THERE !!!

Information !!

Hi guys ! So as you guys all know, i'm leaving for Shanghai, China on June 7, 2010. I will be back on June 30, 2010. My video on youtube is inaccurate so please please read this !

I've asked my aunt who lives in China, to click a series of links that I have sent her. She has also used some proxy sites & methods to try to access sites. However, nothing seems to work. The only sites that DO WORK, are the following:

http://www.formspring.me/xxnaivivxx
http://vzhux3.livejournal.com
http://www.lookbook.nu

I HAVE NOT created a lookbook yet. I'm not sure i will. If i do, i will give you guys the link on my LiveJournal ! I will be posting pictures, and such. However, my LiveJournal is just temporary for the Shanghai trip. I won't be posting regularly !

Soo sorry for the misunderstanding ! Have a GREAT month of June ! I'll see you guys soon! ^^

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Throwback; China 2009

These pictures aren't in chronological order ! These pictures aren't the prettiest of the bunch, but they're just funny and shows what a great time we had. I just wanted to clear things up. When me & steph say we're going to China , it's not a tourist type of trip. We don't stay in hotels and we don't go site seeing. Instead, Shanghai is like our 2nd home. We have houses there & we know exactly where our favorite malls/locations/restaurants are. It's a great place to be, kinda like your guys' summer home or something ! Anyways, enjoyyy !!









LOL. You see me hold my camera a lot ! I'll be sure to VLOG everyday when i go back this year. And of course, you can count on steph taking a bajillion pictures ! SOOO EXCITED ! ^^

Recent Pictures

Wow ! So i just realized how close i am to graduating & summer ! I can't wait for china ! It's really killing me. I'm pretty relaxed this week because of the schedule. Got 10 hours of sleep last night, which was super nice ! Shopped at Stonestown today, going to Serramonte tomorrow, and going to Great Mall on friday ! Huge haul will be coming up soon ! ^^ Anyways, here are some recent pictures for you guys to look at. Enjoy !

Sophia's 18th Birthday !



Camera Whore'd With Baby !

He just has the CUTEST & MOST INNOCENT face EVER !!!!